We’ve been living in transit for 6 weeks now. How could this be? How have I survived? The answer is barely.
My husband commented the other day on how I could be so calm while packing up a house, cleaning it, and clearing on-post housing but giving the babies a bath sends me into a tizzy.
The answer is I have no idea. I loved being a mom to Piglet and I loved being pregnant with Blueberry. I love Blueberry and I love being a mom to both of them but I am not adjusting very well to life as a mom with 2. Doing things is hard. Grocery shopping. Going for a run. Anything.
Seeing how other moms do it so easily drives me bonkers. Not living in our own house with our own stuff is driving me bonkers. I’ve been angry a lot, easily frustrated, and often short with the people I love. It’s not nice but that’s what’s happening.
I am hoping that once we get settled, these feelings of being overwhelmed will go away. I’m hoping that once we get to Hawaii I’ll get my mind sorted out.
How do you manage your stress? How do you manage to have such perfect angels while my kids are crazy 24/7.
My sanity depends on it.