Lately, all I’ve done is post projects that I’ve done and not really anything about my life. Although, I guess that since I’ve just been doing projects, it shows how bored I am.
Work is over. I’m not doing anything but working out and playing with Piglet. Two days a week, Piglet goes to daycare for a couple hours so I can get some things done and have time to myself.
Working out is not doing anything for me. I feel like I’m failing. I work out for at least 60 minutes a day, but sometimes more. Usually, more. I’ve been keeping my calories down and yet the scale is sitting stubbornly at the same place. It’s very frustrating. I don’t know what to do. I wake up every morning and think “I don’t want to work out today, it’s not doing anything.” But I still work out because if not, maybe the scale would move in the opposite direction? Not an option.
Hanging out with Piglet every day is a challenge. Changing from working full time to being a full-time SAHM is a change. A huge change. I never realized how grumpy we both get when we don’t get our naps. And honestly, some days, the only person I talk to is Piglet. Sometimes, I feel lonely.
Piglet is also developing great. He is learning to eat, so far, he’s eaten applesauce, bananas, green beans, rice cereal. He seems to enjoy eating food but I haven’t gotten the balance between food and formula. I’m sure I’ll figure it out.
I’m sitting here waiting for the Samsung repairman to arrive. My washer has been broken for almost a month. I flew home last week and brought a bag of dirty clothes because I needed clean clothes so badly. I hope this dude will finally fix this thing!